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Friday, March 06, 2009

It's a shame that no one uses xanga anymore, I had almost forgotten that this thing even existed. I woke up this morning and was hit with a barrage of memories. It's been a while since I've really sat down and thought about you guys, and that makes me very sad. As time goes on I feel like I'm losing more memories, which is probably natural, but it really sucks. I wonder what my life would be like today if you were still alive, and I can't imagine it being anything but better. I really miss you buddy, these past few years haven't been the same. I will never forget you.

-Daniel Logan


Saturday, January 05, 2008

Currently Watching
Saturday Night Live - The Complete First Season
By Dan Aykroyd, Jim Henson, Frank Oz, Fran Brill, Richard Hunt
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Still miss you guys...

 <3 Jillian Haugh...


Wednesday, August 16, 2006

One year today and still deeply hurt they r missed by many...

Meagan


Sunday, May 28, 2006

Currently Listening
Back to Bedlam
By James Blunt
Goodbye My Lover
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Isn't It Becoming Hard To Remember

is it just me, or does anyone else feel like its becoming increasingly harder to remember..

the little things that used to mean so much. For the longest time, i could hear Brandyn in my head: "I-love-you Baby Bear!" (the first three words, almost sing-song... run together...brandyn-esque). Now, I cant remember his voice... i remember the things I loved about it.. slurs and accents on weird syllables. Autumn and i have discussed this before. It hurts that I can't hear him anymore. For a long time, i had a voicemail on my old cell of him talking about aliens with red mullets and donkey genitalia... but it was forgotten and somehow erased...

goodbye is one thing... but having to part with memories? am i the only one losing all of this? i mean, i cant remember much about my dad... i remember his smell... but i cant hear his voice. i  cant remember the goofy things he used to say. i cant remember anything. i dont want this to be that way. is it inevitable? is there any way possible to prevent this "memory loss"? i guess thats the purpose of this... for everyone to remember. and to hear about the things they missed out on. autumn and i saw something either morbid or beautiful on the way to prom. we were on the way to the speedway when she said "When Brandyn died and God closed the door... im really glad he opened another one with you behind it." and its so true.. the door closed, but some of the greatest people were behind the newly opened one. (daniel, corey, ian, autumn...)

just had to get that off of my chest...
<3 Summer


Saturday, April 29, 2006

okay, i know that this is REALLY LONG OVERDUE... but it has taken me a while to be able to get over the death of my really good friend, Brandyn. I never really knew Matt, but from what I heard about him, he sounds as awesome as his big brother.

Brandyn and I were on the Azle tennis team together. Every morning while warming up, we would almost always chose to hit on either court one or court two with doubles partners. but the thing is, that instead of letting our partners play, it was really a volley duel between the both of us. Oh man, the many bruises I got from playing against Brandyn. And i remember him grinning and laughing the whole time while doing it and hitting me in the most bizarre places too. If ever there was a morning where I was feeling blue, Brandyn's smile was always there to make me feel better. 2 years ago for homecoming 2004, Brandyn, Jeannie Hoang and Jennifer Hoang and I all left last period early to go to the Hoang's asian mansion and go hang out. I remember riding in his POS car. oh man, the suspension on that car was hilarious. going down the highway all of a sudden hit a pothole and the next thing ya know its like your sitting on a pogo stick. After that, Brandyn and I went to Dollar General to go get candy and I remember his driving(we were on the Azle tennis team...of course were gonna drive like rednecks) and instead of driving in the turn in he decides to drive into the parking lot over the curb. that was hilarious...he was one heck of a spontaneous kid.

He graduated in 2005, so i didnt really get to see him as much as frequently as i would have liked too. I remember like the week or so before he passed away, he randomly calls me up and says "hey do you wanna go and see charlie and chocolate factory with me?" so im like YEAH!! any johnny depp movie has got to be the best (BTW: pirates of the carribean 2 and 3 is on its way to theatres soon) and so we went to the star village theatre up in lake worth. i remember seeing Aubrey and his girlfriend leaving the theatres at the same time we were walkin up. I remember when i first saw him how his eyes lit up and his smile was so illuminescent. all throughout the movie he was smiling and laughing, and after the movie we decided to go to subway by Mark Deans. The parking lot was full and so when i found one spot up front i tried to squeeze in. But what happened was i ACCIDENTALLY ended up having my front bumper touch the other car next to me. I WAS REALLY freaked out. But Brandyn was there to tell me that it was perfectly okay and that there was nothing to worry about. that he had done the same thing several times before accidentaly and on purpose. i remember then saying goodbye to him, only i didnt know that that was going to be the last time i would get to say it in person.

When the news came that he was in the accident, i left school and went to the hospital. i waited for hours while praying with the rest of the azle-ites hoping that god would spare his life. only, if he had, Brandyn would have been a vegetable for the rest of his life.

we all miss you buddy, god bless. i still tear up when i think about you. i know that we left physical temporary bruises on each other's body, but you left one big permanent one on my heart. i love you Brandyn.

 

<3 amanda richardson



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